Julie Chen Moonvest in L.A. in 2018.Photo:Matthew Simmons/FilmMagic
Matthew Simmons/FilmMagic
Julie Chen Moonvesis opening up for the first time about her 2018 departure fromThe Talk, claiming that her exit from the CBS daytime show was a decision made for her.
“That was a hard time,” Chen Moonves, 53, toldGood Morning Americaon Monday, while promoting her new audio memoir,But First, God. “I felt stabbed in the back. I was, you know.”
PEOPLE has reached out to CBS for comment.
Chen Moonves leftThe Talkin September 2018 after eight years of moderating the panel series. Her exit came days after her husbandLes Moonves’ was ousted from CBS amidallegations of sexual misconduct from more than a dozen women, which he denies.
At the time of her announcement, Chen Moonves did not reference the allegations against her husband, saying instead that she needed “to “spend more time at home with my husband and our young son.”
“He has always been a kind, decent and moral human being,” she wrote in July 2018. “I fully support my husband and stand behind him and his statement.”
Julie Chen Moonves and Les Moonves.Greg Doherty/Patrick McMullan via Getty Images
Greg Doherty/Patrick McMullan via Getty Images
But First, Godis the first time Chen Moonves has spoken out about the story behind her exit. The book chronicles the spiritual journey she’s been on in the wake of the scandal, something that she says has fundamentally changed her.
“Julie Chen before she found God was self-absorbed, career-minded, vain, gossipy — fun to be with, but probably kind of a shallow person,” she said onGMAMonday. “Julie Chen Moonves, who now knows the Lord, is someone who wants to help others; who wants to look at everyone with a soft heart.”
That faith has helped Chen Moonves reconcile her ill feelings around her departure fromThe Talk, she said. “I don’t know if I could have reconciled if I didn’t have God in my life.”
In 2017, Chen Moonvesraved about the comraderyamong her then-co-hostsSara Gilbert,Sharon Osbourne,Aisha TylerandSheryl Underwood.
“Chemistry is something in life, in television, it’s a relationship. It’s like a marriage that works,” she toldLarry King. “If it’s not broken, why fix it? And it’s not easy to find let alone like two people — you know, you heard the rumors aboutKelly RipaandMichael Strahan, you know‚ and then to five people and five women who get along, who are quote unquote ‘talent’ in front of the camera, that’s kind of unheard of.”
Dancing with the StarsjudgeCarrie Ann Inabawent on to replace Chen Moonves, debuting onThe Talkin January 2019.Akbar Gbaja-Biamila,Amanda Kloots,Natalie MoralesandJerry O’Connell—The Talk’s first male co-host — and Underwood, 59, currently host the show.
Julie Chen Moonves (far right) with her ‘The Talk’ season 8 co-hosts (from left) Sheryl Underwood, Sara Gilbert, Sharon Osbourne and Eve.Sonja Flemming/CBS via Getty
Sonja Flemming/CBS via Getty
In her book, she writes that one of the hardest parts of the controversy was having to tell their son, Charlie — 14 this month — about the claims. “I told him there were reports that were false about our family,” Chen Moonves recalled toGMA. “I kept it simple. I said, ‘If you ever hear anything or read anything, you come to us first. You know this family, you know who we are. Don’t let anyone shake that.' "
When asked why she didn’t reference the #MeToo and #BelieveHer movements in her book, Chen Moonves brought the conversation back to her book. “I think that’s getting off track fromBut First, God,” she said. “I think we all go through hard times in this world and in our life. Mine are not over just because I found Christ. I think we need to keep our focus on Him.”
“But First, Godmeans God before anything and everything,” she added. “What I hope people get is what I got out of starting a personal relationship with God. And I want everyone to have that because once I started that, I found peace. But most of all, I found hope.”
Julie Chen Moonves hosts season 25 of ‘Big Brother.'.Sonja Flemming/CBS via Getty
Last November, CBS and Moonves, the network’s former president,agreed to pay $30.5 millionas part of a deal with the New York attorney general’s office, which — while no admission of liability was part of the settlement — stated that CBS’s executives conspired with a Los Angeles police captain to conceal sexual assault allegations against Moonves. Moonves, 73, himself had to pay $2.5 million to stockholders who Attorney GeneralLetitia Jamesbelieved were kept in the dark initially about the allegation against him.
Chen Moonves has continued hostingBig Brother, which is currently airing its 25th season. She toldEntertainment Weeklythis summer that she initially didn’t want the gig.
“I originally turned down the job,” Chen Moonves said. “I was forced to take it, so I took it. I didn’t know what I was in for. I assumed it was going to be bigger thanSurvivor— just in a house with air conditioning.”
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Chen Moonves said she thought the reality show would “change the face of television, only to receive the worst reviews from every angle on season 1.”
The former news anchor thought season 1’s low ratings would cost her the job, but she eventually got a call thatBig Brotherwould be back for season 2 — and so would she. Chen Moonves also hosts theCelebrity Big Brotherspinoff.
Chen Moonves’s husband confirmed to her that the network originally wanted someone else as the host ofBig Brother, though: broadcast journalistMeredith Viera.
“He said, ‘I knewBig Brotherwas going to be kind of a trashy show… So, we wanted to class it up with the host,'” Chen Moonves toldEntertainment Tonight, adding that “they offered it to her because she was a very well-respected name in the business.”
source: people.com
